Chapter 149
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Translator: Peri
Chi Ying didn't know what to say so she turned around and went back to her room. Chi Cheng slept well, unlike her who was restless. After a while, the quilt was not disturbed. Chi Ying tucked the quilt neatly and slowly lay down beside him. The night was getting cooler, but Chi Cheng was like a small heater. Chi Ying held his soft hand while her thoughts were a little confused.
She
understood Mother Chi's feelings. In the eyes of the older generation, Lu Jingyan
was not only an irresponsible man who disappeared for four years but also a
long-time competitor of the Chi family. In their eyes, businessmen are insolent.
After
Chi Cheng's birth, her family still harbors grudges. How could the Lu's accept
a sudden young master so easily? Mother Chi's first thought was not to seek support
but to be wary and insightful. Lu Jingyan does not control the three major
industries of Oushi, but he had devoted more energy to the entertainment industry
in recent years.
In
just a few years, Oushi became the most influential entertainment media company
in China and it is the dream of all artists to get signed by them. But behind
this is the collapse of countless peer companies and studios. Lu Jingyan was
more of a caring and considerate man in front of her. He may be taciturn but he’s
also gentle.
Whatever
business empire he has is something she can't imagine and she often ignores it.
According
to the novel, is it possible that the bankruptcy of the Chi family three years in
the future will be caused by the inevitable competition with Lu Jingyan’s expansion
of the Lu family business?
Chi
Ying subconsciously avoided the idea. Her mind was in chaos. The drowsiness
came to overwhelm her and with the sound of Chi Cheng's breathing, she
gradually sank into her dreams.
...
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The
experience that day was very tender, but Lu Jingyan still couldn’t sleep well.
His
dream has changed. It was the same rainy night and the same car crash humming. In
the past, the only protagonist in the dream was Chi Ying. Tonight, he saw Chi
Cheng.
Chi
Ying is still white as snow with a young and gentle appearance, she was as
beautiful as an elf on a rainy night.
But Chi Cheng has grown up. He was taller and his eyes were opened. Unlike the chubby face he had now, his double chin has lost weight. You are reading this work of translation from Periwinkle Wings TL (periwinklewingsmtranslations.blogspot.com)
The
outline has become clear and the figure is also slender and tall. He was a very
beautiful young boy. He looks very much like him, so much like him.
His
eyes fell back to Chi Ying. Her appearance looks like how she would look a few
years later, but the years did not leave traces on her.
In
the dream, Lu Jingyan's Adam's apple trembled. A strong premonition gripped his
heart like a spell, choking him with pain. The scene was the last thing he
wanted to see. The gear of fate still made it happen irrevocably.
Chi
Ying was hugging Chi Cheng tightly in her arms. The make has no humanity at all
and the script plays out like usual. They looked fragile as a colored glass but
filled with a fishy smell of blood.
Lu
Jingyan woke up from the nightmare. The huge room looked deserted. There was only
the sound of his heavy breathing in the silent night. The air was cold, yet he was still sweating. His
dense sweat sank into the neckline along his exquisite collarbone. His hand
tugged at his collar.
Suddenly,
Lu Jingyan recalled her low smile during the day and Chi Cheng's childish voice.
Lu Jingyan didn't understand why fate would joke with him like this and let him
witness the cruel death of his beloved every night.
Life is no joke. Compared with his illness, Lu Jingyan even felt that this was a punishment in a certain sense from an unknown level.
...
His
phone was muted and the alarm went off unexpectedly.
……
Chi
Ying woke up late the next day, but Chi Cheng woke her up. A soft little hand
on her waist brought a burst of itchiness. Chi Ying woke up with a smile and
found that her phone screen beside her pillow was turned on.
It
was Lu Jingyan's phone number.
When
Chi Ying was on the set, Chi Cheng often used Mother Chi’s mobile phone to call
Chi Ying. He pressed the speaker on the call interface with ease.
A
low and hoarse voice, trying to hide the exhaustion came from the end of the
microphone, "Morning."
Chi
Ying, “Morning."
Chi
Cheng also leaned forward and said sweetly, “Good morning, Dad."
There
was a pause on the phone, “Good morning, Chengcheng.”
“Dad,
did you eat cake?”
"...Well.”
“Dad,
did you miss me?”
“I'll
see you in the afternoon.”
“Good~~”
Chi
Ying didn't get to say the first half of the sentence and Chi Cheng had already
chatted with Lu Jingyan.
She
didn't expect the little guy who just woke up to be so absorbed.
The
next second, Chi Cheng warmly invited, “Dad are you coming to our house?"
Lu
Jingyan did not respond for a while.
Chi
Cheng said again, “Is dad still there? Cheng Cheng already told grandma about
you and grandma said you are very good. You are welcome, so don't be shy.”
"...
Really?”
"Yes~~"
Chi
Ying, "..."
Minutes
had passed and Chi Ying was embarrassed to interrupt their conversation.
However, if they continued talking Chi Cheng would be late.
She
rubbed Chi Cheng's face and said, “Cheng Cheng is going to class. Say goodbye
to Dad first."
Chi
Cheng nodded obediently, “Dad, goodbye.”
“Goodbye.”
“See
you in the afternoon!”
"Ok."
After
grumbling for a while, Chi Cheng finally raised his little hand and pressed the
red button.
Early
in the morning, Shen Jin was called to the Lu house.
Carrying
the medicine box, he muttered, "The sun came out in the west since you are
finally willing to give yourself a vacation."
These
days, he has been doing his best to guide Lu Jingyan, but Lu Jingyan was very
busy with work and was not very cooperative. The effect is not good and he is
worried. When he entered the room, Lu Jingyan's face was pale, his lips were
tightly pressed, and he didn't seem to have the strength to speak.
Seeing
him coming, he still greeted him seriously, “Doctor Shen."
Shen
Jin knew that his condition was not good again, so he couldn't help frowning. For
no reason, he felt that the air pressure in the room was low.
“What's
wrong? What happened?”
“My
dream changed last night."
Shen
Jin's heart sank, “What?”
“Do
you remember the girl I mentioned to you? "
Shen
Jin nodded, “I remember. Miss Chi Ying."
Lu
Jingyan was suddenly silent, searching his eyes for something.
Shen
Jin pushed his eyeglass frame, “Don't worry, I didn’t tell other people."
Lu
Jingyan coughed lightly, “After the accident five years ago, Chi Ying gave
birth to a boy."
Shen
Jin's half-pushed eye frame almost fell.
What
this means is ... After being stunned for a while, Shen Jin finally said, “Congratulations!"
Lu
Jingyan pondered, “Then I saw him in a dream. The same car accident ."
Shen
Jin's eyes widened slightly and the bottom of his eyes flashed in shock.
That’s
kind of cruel.
After
a series of exchanges, Shen Jin concluded, “There are now three options. First,
is drug treatment. Second, is exposure therapy. I have said before that
exposure therapy has a significant effect on the treatment of PTSD, but it
requires you to tell me about all the scenarios you've been through...”
“Third,
I don't know if it's possible, it's just my thoughts. I think ... you can live
with them.”
"Because
those things are not your own experiences. Most likely it is just imaginary
because you are afraid of losing them, which is the biggest difference between
you and other patients. Of course, I am not giving you this advice from a
purely psychological point of view, because I have not encountered similar
cases. But what is certain is that you should eliminate your obsession and
believe that those things are fake and never happened. I think their companionship
is the best answer to your fears."
Lu
Jingyan frowned and shook his head, “I don't want them to know about the dream."